How do I get this gay guy?

I hope y'all don't mind but its long but I'll try to take as much detail out without taking away from it. Okay I'm gay but not comfortable enough to be out just yet.So these two guys have been going out lets call them Freddy and Andy lol. They have been going out for since the end of school last year. They live pretty far from each other so probably that caused some waves in the relationship idk. Anyway the school year starts at college for all of us. This is my first year there and we are all in band. Now something happened to them and or whatever and Andy started talking to me. I told him i was straight just cause I didn't want to tell anyone. I go up to andy and freddy's apt cause they live together with two other roommates. I go with andy just to listen to music and Freddy gets jealous. Andy tells me that its frustrating to not be trusted. Freddy tells me to be careful with the people he loves. So I'm like okay i leave it alone and just talk to andy occasionally. Now I have feelings for andy. I've been trying to forget about him coming up with things to make him seem weird or not cool not good looking but I can't lol. Andy is all into freddy which he should be he's his boyfriend but he doesn't talk to me anymore much. I know jealousy is a *****. But they are on a break and now Freddy likes me...So weird... He's cool but not andy. To top it all off Andy tells aks me if I would want to date Freddy. I tell him that offends me I told you I'm straight but he's says I'm just wondering. He then says Freddy's mine ad if anyone who likes him I'll kill...So I like andy but andy loves Freddy and Freddy loves Andy deep in his heart but likes me now...Its the strangest thing and I'm tired of it. I'm doing bad in cles cause I'm thinking of this stuff all the time. I've talked to freddy and he said that basically Andy was using ME when we hung out listening to music that one time to make Him (Freddy) jealous. I can't believe it Like i have feelings for andy but was all fake? I don't all of it was I mean he was wishing I was gay and would hang out and talk a lot but all the sudden it stopped so I just need some advice. I still want to be friends with both but I don't those kinds of feelings around. Its getting awkward now.